catch-up

I found the Christmas spirit~ It's the joy that we find when we know our great God would come down to save us. It's the start of mankind's salvation~

About the New Year's, it didn't go as I liked it. Usually I get to see fireworks and eat BBQ at an acquaintance's restaurant, be happy as I watch the New Year's movie waiting for the clock to strike 12. This year, I was stuck in traffic, then in a restaurant filled with smoke from people smoking. My aunt was having an asthma attack and I was going to have one as well if I stayed too long.

I don't get people who smoke. What do they get out of it? A sense of manliness? Peace of mind? Please, get it somewhere else. If you want a sense of manliness, if you are a man, you are born with it! Peace of mind you can find in God. Please, if you want to kill yourself, do it swift and fast, don't smoke. Don't get your doctors in a bind because you have lung cancer later after you smoke.

Back to my New Year's, a guy said he liked me. But instead of being happy, I was..angry, upset, unhappy. Well, it was AFTER the first confession then he texted me something really strange, in another language. It was supposedly a romantic gesture, but I find it annoying. When a guy texts you for courting, but not doing it in person, it really makes me mad. I feel like, "are you serious? I feel pranked." Am I not worth talking to in person?

 It's the first time someone confessed to me but it will also be the first time I rejected a person. Fingers crossed that this time he'd give up for good!

I also want a guy, just to be clear, just someone who has their head on right. The way I see it, my standards are just the way guys supposed to be. Smarter than the girls, respectable, having a gentleman-like qualities. Is it just me who reads too many books about 18th-19th century romances? (-___-)

The point is, just be man, and try to court your ladies in person. Doing it over texting, online etc is just really screams Cowardly, or you're not even serious with this person.

Peace out!