BELIEVE

Again, this is not a review to Justin Bieber's new album. I am not an anti-fan, so no hostility please. This post is about believing. I must admit, being raised in a comfortable home and having not much problems in my entire life, makes me very much oblivious to a lot of things. I believe that people are basically made the same. we're all good people, but it's the places we go to and how we were raised is what makes us grow differently. I believe that even the most harshly convicted person in the law is essentially good. But now just found that not all people believe the things I do. There are people out there who believe that humans are really selfish creatures. Yes, we are selfish, but I believe we can be more than that. We can learn to live for others, as Einstein says, only a life lived for others are worth living. We are made to be help to others, as others are also meant to help us. What's wrong with believing that? Is it too naive? I don't like confrontation. And I'm one of the few people who put up a huge rough front but inside, I hate fighting with others. It just hurts every side. It has no benefit for any side. Though I do believe that emotions need to be put out, I don't believe in putting it out there unnecessarily. Like what I did. I just blew up my back-up plan for college. Now I just have to find another place to go. I don't know if this makes me evil or just plain normal. I want the people who hurt me to regret they ever did hurt me. I want them to suffer, mentally if possible. It should scar them for the rest of their lives. I know forgiveness is the best way to be happy, but now I get the feeling the characters is soap operas feel. Revenge tempts more seductively, and much sweeter than forgiveness. Screw forgiving them. Make them pay, let them suffer! *evil laugh* MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! But as I am phlegmatic, planning a complicated revenge is way too much of a drag for me. Well, according to recent internet search, I practically would need to hold off a year before college. PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND A SCHOLARSHIP TO A UNIVERSITY PREFERABLY FOR A SCIENCE RELATED MAJOR. I am doomed.

New Title

If the setting works, the blog should be called KICKWARE by now. If it doesn't, I'll try again later. What is KICKWARE? No, it's not like tupperware. KICKWARE is a way to pronounce 'kikoeru' (聞こえる) which means 'can you hear me'. It really has a lot of meanings for me. Firstly, the name says a lit of what I want to say to the world. Hence the meaning, 'can you hear me'. I want to make a mark and BE HEARD. I want the world to know that I'm here, and I have something to say. Secondly, KICK-Ware also means a tool of KICK. Meaning, this blog is supposedly to bring more KICK in its readers' life. Well, it's my hope, not necessarily what I can do. Let's just all see how it goes~ That's all for the blog's new ID intro. Let's just get to it then~

Long Deserved Break

Breaks are quite tricky. When we're at school, all we want is to have a break. But when we actually are given holidays, we want to go back to school. It's been like, 2 days since I've gotten my break and I'm bored already. Maybe it's partly caused by me staying home all day. I don't know about you, but teenagers really need something to obsess on. An idol or idol groups perhaps. They could obsess over Facebook or Twitter, or any other social network. Some uncommon obsessions like studying is also possible.(yes, it exists. I know someone who is obsessed by it) And when teenagers have nothing to obsess over, suddenly life becomes pretty dull. nothing to look forward to. So, obsessing over something in a healthy amount is recommended! Obsess about future, music or love~ just don't obsess over someone who has a husband, there's already a movie about it.