Weeks went by

It doesn't really feel like you've gone through half a year at school until the end of semester tests are coming up. Damn I really don't want to study. It really does feel like it's going too fast. You suddenly just forget all the things you have done these past few months.

Maybe I'm not that good of a writer. Haha. My friend just said the plot for my next story was too flat. Well she is way more experienced than I am so she has a point. It sucks to be writing about love stories when you never experience it.

Turning into an adult is a frightening thought when you're really near the age when people start treating you like an adult. You might think people will treat you differently, but not much changed since then. I am still ignored and probably more ignored now than ever. It doesn't feel much different, though.

The flow of time does not wait for anyone. Not now or ever.

We all get older each second of the day and we just don't realize it that much.

After you finally achieved what you wanted for a long time, I feel as if the end is just not as exciting as the chase. A part of growing up means also to move on. But moving on itself is a difficulty in itself. Life must go on. But I don't really want to.

The Future

I guess everybody has doubts no matter what.

Becoming a physician is what I've always told other people whenever anybody ask what are you going to do in life. But lately,Ive been getting less and less sure.

How does someone choose what they're going to do in life anyway?
Some can choose what they WANT to do, some choose something that they are good at. Dreamers choose what they are passionate about, but some call them fools or idiots for doing it. The rest is probably just jealous they didn't get to live their dream.

I'm still a coward and still undecided. Whatever the hell should I do?

The future is a mystery. But it is also what we make it. Hahaha.