Sebagai anak yang dimanjakan dan belum pernah menafkahi dirinya sendiri, i'm not the one to whine about the things i don't have in life.
Hehe.. gue lagi suka banget sama Hoshi wa Utau. it's a very deep story, of despair, hope, Natsuki Takaya emang superhebat buat hal yang berbau filsuf, the most basic of human nature..
Keren banget. Kalau udah pernah baca karyanya dan nggak merasa connected sama paling nggak satu karakternya dia, anda benar-benar belum pernah hidup (kayaknya)
Di fruit basket gue suka karakter mamanya Honda Tooru. i can totally relate to her pain. Sometimes i feel a lot like her. Terus di Hoshi wa utau, gue sekarang lagi suka sama Kanade.
Gue juga merasa, reputasi yang ada buat gue , harapan orang-orang itu, bener-bener nyesekin.
Tapi kalau gue, i'm scared to give it my all. i'm scared that my all wouldn't be enough. he said he was pampered, and weak, and salah ortunya kalau dia pikir bisa lebih. What are his parents' supposed to do then? Tapi he has a point. it got him to the edge of what he could take. all he wanted was to be accepted.
gue juga suka sama hijiri. mirip juga sama gue.. pampered, good family, but wanted what they call unhappiness, tapi begitu tahu unhappiness does not feel good, gave up on it. i want to mean something in someone's life. i want someone to miss me in my funeral, if i ever die, if i don't exist. i want someone who needs me.
that's just it isn't it? we all just want someone who needs us, who wants us, to accept us.
That's pretty much all we want.
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