It would be easier if i was a robot.

I am uncapable of feelings, emotions what so ever. Just like a robot. It would be easier if I had a

cold heart, made of ice. At least in school.

I AM A TOTAL OUTCAST AT SCHOOL. Even my best friend seems to ignore me. Either in class or not. Bells is hanging out with her cool new best friends, and saph’s having the time of her life being just fine. I am the most pathetic person ever. It’s just sad.

No one actually needs me. It's just sad when you have good grades and doing okay with your schoolwork. I can't comprehend if anyone ever think that I'm cool or anything is fooled. Even I didn't think anyone would actually fall for "I'm doing just fine" bit.

And for some reason when I actually ask for something or be particularly specific when I ask for a person's help or vice versa, others seem to just can't stand it.

A FREAK texted me at something past 1, and he (yes a HE) didn't care about my grandmother. wo de WAIPO. He might have told me how terrible I am. I am sorry, but I don't feel anything. He was taking a joke too seriously. I didn't like him that much but he feel offended when I don't want to be anywhere near him.

I'll probably get back to you on that.